I guess when you’re all alone, that’s when it hurts the most .. That’s when it hits the hardest.

But the question is; when does it all really stop hurting?

I’ve given all that I could, & now that everything’s over .. I’m left with nothing. I always thought it would be the other way around; that I would have something to keep after everything was said & done. But it turned out to be the complete opposite. I never thought I could care about someone so much, where I would put them before me without a second thought, or any doubt at that matter. I guess that’s how real love happens. You put them before anyone, even yourself. But how can it work? How can you love someone without giving yourself the time to love you? Sometimes I wish I could go back in time to see where it all started to go wrong. I never wanted to give up, but a person can only take so much pain till they start to ask themselves if the fighting is all really worth it in the end. How did we end up like this? How did this all happen in such a short period of time..?How did we fall apart so quickly? Just yesterday I imagined spending the rest of my life with you, & now .. I can barely even think of you without getting angry or upset. & yet, I still feel so lost. So empty. So incomplete. Without you. I’m so pathetic..

ohitsashley:

I don’t want someone who can be stolen away from me. I want a mature guy who keeps his attention on me and only me. I know he’s gonna come across many beautiful girls, but if he truly cared about me, other girls shouldn’t even be a problem. A guy who can be easily taken away from me, I don’t want. And if you just so happen to be one of those girls who catches his attention aside from me, you can keep him. I don’t want him. 

(via triciaduran)